A Tale
Looking back nowI didn’t know what it was supposed to beAnd it’s like raising kids, manIf you weren’t raised, they don’t know how to raiseYou know?
I just did the best that i could with themBecause they know fuckin’ well i love themBut i didn’t do the best i couldI didn’t know what the fuck i was doingI didn’t
I will never forget watching my motherGet put in a straightjacket and taken out of my homeWhen i was only seven years oldShe was diagnosed with dementia praecoxAnd put in a mental institution leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brothеr lloyd
I later had an evil stepmothеrWho further cemented the idea thatI didn’t need a motherGrowing up without one had long lasting impressionsI didn’t fully understand until much later in lifeIt bled into my relationships with family and thoseI had became romantically involved withWhenever i got too close to a woman, i would cut her offPart of that was vindictive and partially based on fear but it was also totally subconsiousLooking back is a bitch innit
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