That's On Me
Is this just getting older?I can’t get away from this rainI’m starting to think that’s it’s meI wanna just create thingsBut the longer it takes i feel drainedCan’t remember a day i’ve been soberNot in a place to take blameAny more weight i might breakTell me do you feel the sameGuess we all go the same wayI’m in a bit of a mess hereCount to 10 and hope to disappearI never did my homeworkCould i have been more than thisFinding a way existWithin a world with no riskForcing a shoe that won’t fitI spend most the day stoned andMaking excuses for itSaying it helped to write thisBut on the real i’m tight lippedShooting a shot that i’ll missAnd it’s so far from nearWhy the hell am i still here?
This is not the end of our livesThis is just a bump in the rideI know that it will be alrightIf it’s not then we’re fucked aren’t we?I can’t help myself but cryEvery time that i realiseMaybe i’ll never find my smileWho’s to blame? well that’s on me
Now that the weather is colderNothing is masking this painThe summer was here but won’t stayWe are inside like all dayRegretting the things that we sayAnd it takes a toll yeahThe conversation won’t endBeing a rock for your friendsCracks on the surface don’t mendWe only break we don’t bendAnd you’d think it was so clearBut i can’t see nothing but the fearI’m feeling so bloatedThinking a salad won’t doMight as well open up twoLocking myself in my roomHoping that this all ends soonAnd no one will noticeWhat i will put myself throughCoz they will hate themselves tooIsn’t it mad what we doPretending to win but just loseAnd it’s so far from nearWhy the hell am i still here?
This is not the end of our livesThis is just a bump in the rideI know that it will be alrightIf it’s not then we’re fucked aren’t we?I can’t help myself but cryEvery time that i realiseMaybe i’ll never find my smileWho’s to blame? well that’s on me
Too many things on my mindTo process moments of lifeThere’s some days i lose my driveThen some can’t control the fireI’m aware that things take timeBut i’m not a patient guyMaybe if i wait i’ll findResemblance of peace of mind
But this is just getting olderRunning away from our pastKnowing the calm it won’t lastBeing a mouse in this grassFeeling the snakes behind usI’m searching for closureBut nothing is healing these scarsWhen i open up they just laughSaying if they had just halfThen nothing would ever be darkIs it new me new year?Or just the same old blue sphere
This is not the end of our livesThis is just a bump in the rideI know that it will be alrightIf it’s not then we’re fucked aren’t we?I can’t help myself but cryEvery time that i realiseMaybe i’ll never find my smileWho’s to blame? well that’s on me
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